Fantasies and Compromise 1

One of my fantasies is to be Your Daddy's girl, but generally You'd call me Your boy or Your bitch. "Bitch" is a perfect sexual word for me that is always hot, never negative, and it can extend to trashtalk like being Your slut, but not Your fag. Think of where You'd want to call me fag and substitute something slutty or even potentially feminizing. -Just shy away from the slang used while i got the shit kicked out of me all growing up.

 I don't have fantasies about becoming a eunuch, getting neutered as a pup, or being castrated, but I do have fantasies about having a real pussy for You to fuck...even the fact that it would make me, biologically, a bit of a freak turns me on. {I don't think Trans persons are freaks, but you don't see too many men who want to have their dicks flipped and nothing else changed and don't identify as women}

So there...YOU want to take a Man's balls and I want to trade my manhood to become a better hole...yes, my fem-side and my pig-side come together like that. If we can both get past the parts of each other's fantasies that we aren't both into, shouldn't it actually be easy to find a middle ground that we both enjoy?

Bad boy persona

I'm sick of it. Being reckless doesnt make you cool. And I don't give two fucks about whether you look cool or tough. That's your domain. Personally, I find a calm, quiet confidence speaks more loudly of a Man than a braggart. 

Or if you could just stop letting CK drive. CK is a personality that's an irresponsible, self-serving dick. I get that lots of guys are into that, but I'm repulsed by it. It is a faux masculinity based upon cultural bias that I simply have not and likely will not ever believe in. I find it comically absurd at best, irritating and insincere at worst. I'm turned off by fantasy. That's why I prefer to LIVE Dom/sub when it can be carried out correctly. 

A few examples: you constantly put us in unnecessarily dangerous situations while traveling because you don't pay enough attention to the road. Second, you don't think ahead even though you experience the same kinds of problems all the time and due to (I'm guessing) pride won't acknowledge your mistakes enough even to attempt avoiding repeating them. And sexually when you start doing things to me that hurt, very often you misread my expressions when you've pushed me to the point of wordlessness: you push when you should back off, you back off when you should keep going. You say you can't imagine why you can't make me cum yet, but the answer is really obvious! You're not in touch w my body enough to make it happen, when I get close you stop all my signals by fucking my head up and getting me to think about it, and it would seem that you're always in a rush. You never just take your time sexually with me. You want to go hard and rough right out of the gate without proper warmup. Almost every time we really play we wind up having to stop for a few days because you're so impatient that you cut and/or rip me and I'm bleeding afterwards. Your dick isn't big enough it should hurt me that much every time. (Oh, and I'm sick of hearing about how big your dick or balls are. It just sounds like you have something to prove. Your character and body will speak for itself. I don't think you have anything to prove. It's a weak-minded immature mentality that would suggest that you do. Don't be a stupid boy, be a wise man.)

Sexual or not, you continuously scare me because of being reckless. That doesn't build confidence in my decision to trust you with so much power over me. It makes me question whether that's a horribly irresponsible decision on my part.